--enjoying life as it goes--

2007-11-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

i miss debbie!!!!
hehehhe... and also the rest of my close frens.
specially wrote debbie's name coz she told me to. hehehe....
but we seem to cant make time.
i hope maybe aft common test we could go out tgt at least once. hehe...

have been feeling very sleepy lately.
even though i feel i slept quite a lot.
almost couldnt wake up for prac this morning.
and i had to send my mother to the doctor.
she has been feeling sick for the past few days.
hope she get well soon.
and no one was at home so i got to wait till my sis came back frm wrk b4 i could leave the hse.

even though i didnt train yest was still feeling very tired.
i had s&w which is soccer.
i had no choice but to take soccer.
tennis n badminton was full so i just sat at where i was sitting.
and it happens to be soccer.......
and im not good in soccer.....
my back kinda hurts aft that s&w lesson.
might be suffering frm osteoporosis when im old. hehe..

oh and tonite i finally get to stay overnite in sch wif rasmi n jialin.
couldnt make it last 2 wks.
and i hope my sis manage to send me the sleeping bag.
or i will have to sleep on the floor...
back is so gonna ache aft that.. hehe...

common test is coming soon.
m a little scared that i wouldnt pass.
m trying to study hard now.
been slacking too much as usual.
so tonite m gonna start studying seriously.
and also train seriously too. hehehe...
hope can do well in bth. hehe...

2007-11-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

Revival of the Dead

muahahaha.... finally m gonna update my blog.
its been dead for a long time.
i doubt anyone even bothers to see whether i update my blog urnt anymore.
hehe... was just kinda lazy wanna update most of the time.
will try my best to update often ok? hehe..

ok on to my post.

ive been eating a lot lately.
i seem to keep wanting to eat eat eat.
esp if i got nth better to do.
n i ate junk food most of the time. hehe...
maybe coz im too stress or just plain hungry.
aaaa.... i hope i dont gain weight. hehe...

been craving for chocs chips n peanuts instant noodles and of coz ICE CREAM!
kept going shopping at the minimart for snacks. hehe...
at this rate m gonna gain a lot by the end of the yr.
ok... so i need to cut down on the junk food.
but not gonna start now.
maybe next wk. hehehehe....

life in 2nd sem is boring as usual.
been slacking so much.
gotta start getting serious now.
starting next week m gonna be more discipline. hehe...
need to start getting to sch on time n wake up early.
thats hard to achieve for me. haha...

so now m wishing myself good luck for the rest of the sem.
and also to the rest who struggling as well.
gooooood luuuuuck!!
and jia you for common test!!
hehehe...

2007-09-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

Job Intervew........

today went to raffles wif my fren for a job interview.
the person said i can come in today.
so arranged to meet my fren at 9.30.
she told me not to be late but in the end she was 20mins late. grrr....

den we went there and guess what
the person was not there.
den wen we called her she said she was sick and not coming to work. grrrr....
didnt even bother to inform us that she is not coming.
den i tot it was a wasted trip.
but den we decided to go job hunting today.
aft my fren fin work.

so i stayed wif her till arnd 1 den we go off job hunting.
while waiting for her i kept disturbing her work. hehehe...

den we had lunch first den went job hunting.
we went arnd somerset, orchard, and plaza sing area.
most of the places we applied for are at cafes.
went to starbucks, coffee bean, coffee club and tcc.

filled in a few application forms.
got an interview for job at tcc.
and some of the job requires at least 6 mths commitment.
haix... wonder if i can manage to work aft sch hols.
i hope i can coz i nd the money. hehehe...

tml got training.
early in the morning.
i hope im not late tml. hehehe... =)

2007-09-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

today went training at zhenghua wif stacy n yishan.
rasmi jialin and edi was there oso.
den i tried pulling the metal bow.
it was 30 pounds but i tin its like pulling a 26 pound wooden bow.
but then it was still quite heavy for me.
the riser quite heavy ah with the stabiliser.
but wen pull the string was quite nice. hehehe..

i cant really hold the bow that much aft pulling.
my hand just released the string automatically.
i tin my hand cant hold the bow for too long.
need to train on that.
now slowly training to pull the bow.

den still need to focus on my bow hand and release.
taking one step at a time. hehe...
hope can make it.
got one mth to train.
cant really slack.
so now must train hard. hehe...

aft the training went to eat dinner wif jialin n rasmi.
went to ljs to eat.
all the way there we were laughing.
toking crap as usual. haha...
den aft that took cab wif jialin home.
since she oso stay tamp we decided to share the cab fare. hehe..

then wen i reach hm only...
got a scolding frm my father.
say why come hm so late la this and that.
argh... so frustrating.
its not so late and hes aredy nagging.
only arnd 9plus. haix...

too many probs happening in my life rite now.
need to tin abt lots of tins.
kinda stress... and im suppose to enjoy my hols!!
well... actually... i m enjoying my hols.
jus that got some probs need to settle.
hope can settle them soon. hehe...

2007-09-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

ECP CYCLING TRIP

the nxt day aft the competition i went to east coast park.
went there wif stacy yishan huifang rasmi huizhen jialin n ain.
there shld be one more person going and he is e organizer
in the end he didnt come coz of flu.
thats wad rasmi said. grrr...

and of all places we met at bedok to go to ecp. XD
so we still just went ahead with it.
we took a bus to go there.
then had to walk a long way to the rent bike place.
den hui fang n stacy dunno how to cycle.
so 2 ppl had to use a double bike.
it was quite a funny incident. hehehe...

at first yishan ride with stacy.
and hui fang with rasmi.
den i tin yishan cannot balance with stacy so had to switch.
it was quite funny ah watching rasmi struggling to get a balance.
den i tin they were laughing all e way. hahaha...

we cycled till we reach burger king to have lunch.
den suddenly it rained heavily.
our bikes outside all get wet.
den waited for e rain to stop but it still continue.
so we just had to cycle back in e rain.
it was damn cold. haha...

i wanted to roller blade oso.
but didnt get the chance since it was raining. =(
nvm... still got nxt time i tin. haha...

den aft that we dunno where to go.
we sat down for quite a while to tin of what to do nxt.
we went to the busstop and took e bus to suntec.
den in the end we decided to watch movie there.

in the bus ah all the way we were toking crap and laughing.
all the nonsence come out.
esp by rasmi ah.
laugh till my stomach pain and her tears coming out. haha...

den we watched the rat movie.
i dunno how to spell the title of e movie. haha..
i tin its spelled ratatouille or sth like tt.
damn funny ah the movie.
and in the theatre i cant see rasmi's face!
it was so dark! hahaha...

den aft movie end rasmi jialin n huizhen went back sch for meeting.
stacy n yishan help to wait for cab.
wen they left aredy me stacy yishan n huifang oso went back hm.
and thats abt it. hehehe...
hope we have more outings.
i dun wanna stay n rot at hm doing nth. hahaha...

2007-09-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

--Pesta Sukan on sat n sun--

finally e competition day arrived.
i did my best for it even though didnt win anything. hehe...
my team members are stacy n yishan.
we managed to get into e final team knockout round.
we beat e first team but lost to e second one.

den had to compete wif our own np archers. haha...
the other team was grace team wif hui fang n ain.
it was quite fun ah. np vs np. hehe...
we were like spurring each other on.
den grace team win.

though my team nvr win i was still happy that they won. hehe..
i dont really care abt winning that much.
just wanna enjoy myself there. hehe...
but it was a great experience and kinda fun too.

so now training for e poly-ite competition.
pulling a metal bow. XD
kinda scared that i cant do well.
so must train harder.
patience is all i need. hehehe...

2007-09-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sentosa trip on Fri 31 Aug

last fri i went to sentosa with my sec sch mates.
it was fun but i didnt get to go back to my sec sch.

wonder how it looks like. hehe...
so fri met mai and rathi first to go buy najib present since its his bdae.

we dunno wad to buy for him at first.

so we bought him a cap frm 77th street. hehe..
den aft that meet up wif sharmine and e rest den made our way to sentosa.

here are some pics that we took

aft the trip went back to tamp to eat.

but in the end mai n ivy went back home coz they have to go.

so left me rathi shamir n samir.

tot wanted to go somewhere eat.

but i bought old chang kee instead den we tok tok abit while standing.

they tok and im there enjoying my food. haha..

den aft tt went back hm with rathi.

although not everyone make it for e trip it was still fun.

i bet it would be more fun if everyone could make it. hehehe..

den e nxt day was my pesta sukan.

so i was jus hoping to do my best. hehehe...

2007-08-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

im so tired. had archery training today.
the weather was damn hot.
and it only became cooler after i went back home. -_-''
my training today kinda sux. i have deteriorated a lot. =(
i dont think my form was there today. haix..
this and also something else made me kinda moody.
hmm.. i need more training. hehehe...
must jia you! hope can improve after the next few trainings. hehe...

this fri is teachers day. i want to go back my sec sch. hehe..
its undergoing prime now so wanna see how it looks like.
want to go out wif my friends also. hehe... is easier now since its e hols.
i hope everyone can make it. miss them lots. hehe...
looking forward to it. ^_^

2007-08-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

yes!! today is finally my last day of exam. hehehe...
glad that its all over. but i find the papers hard.
killer papers. and i dont think i gonna pass for one of my paper.
i jus pray that i at least pass e overall.
but im not so confident abt it. kinda scared.
i dont want to repeat another sem just for e sake of one module.
it would be a waste of my money and time.
ach... dont want to think abt it anymore. hehehe...

and tml will be e starting of my 7 wks sch hols! woohoo!!
but tml got training. right after exam day. =_=
i want to enjoy my hols. and i also need to find a job.
need money. hope can get one that is suitable with my schedule.

2007-08-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

jus ended my compro test jus now.
i dont tin i did well this time.
maybe coz ive slacked so much aft the hols. haha...
but at least COMPRO IS FINALLY OVER!!!! hahaha........
damn happy that its over.
n there will be no more compro ever. haha...

its been quite long since i last blogged.
jus bz wif the same old stuff like sch wrk etc.
most of e time playing game of coz. haha..
n i need complete my mol by this mon.
haix... sch hol on mon still nd come sch.
jus to complete mol. haha..
well... since i slack a lot i haf to make up for it. haha..
i jus hope that i can pass my exams n no nd repeat another sem.
dont want that to happen.
i will be dead if i have to repeat. haha...

this sem is gonna be over soon.
i hope nxt sem will be better. hehe...

2007-08-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

its fri!! haha... kept tinking that it was sat. coz went to train today. huifang they all book e field so went to shoot.

actually morning wanted to go for maths lesson but cannot wake up.
so i called camille tell her i not coming. haha...
wanted to come coz tot that must complete mol by today.
den i lucky that e lecturer gonna open e rev on mon n tues. so still can fin it. hehe..
den e tutorial oso tot must hand in today but then can hand in nxt wk. haha..
yest slept late do mol la. tt y like hard to wake up today. hehe...
but i still go sch shoot wif huifang stacy n yishan. aishah came but a while onli coz she got sth on.
today shoot at e field very nice. coz not a lot of ppl. kinda peaceful. hehe...
but still fun ah. laugh here laugh there. yishan damn high today.
den we kept teasing huifang. hehehe... funny ah.
den i train my form n my sighting jus now. shoot for quite a long time so now very tired.
but it was fun. hehehehe.... shld do this more often. haha... if e rest oso want ah. hehe...
dun wanna end up shooting at e field alone. very boring like tt. haha..

2007-07-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

im sleepy... so sleepy... this always happens when im in compro lesson. hahaha... bored la... dun feel like doing e rev qn. hehehe... ltr go for training confirm damn tired ah.

tml lesson at 8 n got autocad test! shit! i dunno anything abt e template of layout n e cutting plane thing. eh wait.. i think its assembly drawing. DIE!!! I DUNNO ANYTHING!!! die................... hahaha.....

haix......................... super bored............. super sleepy............ haha............. wanna fall asleep aredy. hehehe....

2007-07-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

hmm... its been quite long since i last blogged. hehehe...

e past few days been tiring due to training and sch work all. for e first time i stayed up till arnd 1 am to do my MOL. hahaha... been lagging behind so must buck up. hehe... kinda scared for my exams coming up. im dead if i fail. haha.... so need to jia you! hehe...

for training i used e bow i borrow frm rasmi fren 28 pound. quite hard to pull. haha... need more bow training. sat training i feel my form like not correct. haha... maybe coz pisang mama not there. hehe.... but still got help frm others... hehe.... den this sat will be e trial for e competition. then aft that... exams coming up. die. ><

but not that soon ah. exams 17 aug i tin. onli 3 papers. hehe...

today i realise sth. i grown more interested in learning amp. dunno y. jus more interested. haha... but is not coz of e lecture ah. e lecture super boring. maybe coz of e subject. aiya.. i dunno ah... hehehe... jus like it more now. but... i still dun undrstand a lot of tins for that subject. haha... hope can at least pass e exam. hehehe...

so now wanna go sleep soon aredy. tml lesson start morning. ltr late again. hahaha... nitez! =)

2007-07-25T14:53:00.000+08:00

bored... simply bored... having autocad lesson rite now. n i dun understand wad he is doing. ive lost track of the assignments. so many hafent do yet. haha... well... coz... keep ponning lesson. den got warning letter aredy. hahaha... exams die la. hope at least can do. hahaha...

den jus now i got back my test result for the thermofluid test last wk. my marks damn nice. one digit. hahaha... 8/50. i tin all except one fail e test. hahaha... i dun even understand e qns. i got e marks by luck. haha... anyhow do one. lucky is onli 10%. dene lecture oso now i dun understand wad he toking abt. so complicated. exams die la. have to study harder. hahaha...

den yest my compro test was ok la. but e last 2 qns was hard. i kinda anyhow do. n my formula was wrong. hahaha... hope nvr fail. haha...

jus now my msn was creating some probs ever since i install e msn plus tin. is e latest ver i tin. aft tt my msn keep having probs. den i uninstall n finally is back to normal. ^^ was scared that it would kinda crash my com or sth. hahaha...

haix... wen will this lesson end?!?! haha... ltr not going atc ah. wanna go tamp safra help hui fang stacy n jess buy some tins. atc oso is kinda boring. wonder y im still going for it. maybe coz i wanna go for e subang trip n learn how to fly e plane. hahaha... c how ah. maybe i wanna quit atc aredy. oh n atc stands for aerospace technology club for those hu dunno. XD

den tml got archery training. i hope dun haf pt coz stacy say have. den now have to wear shorts aredy even if its weekdays training. =( dun really like to wear shorts. hahaha....

hmm... still bored. cannot skip lesson aredy. if not gonna almost get debarred frm taking e exam. dun wan tt to happen. hahaha...

oh ya... i wanna change my blog skin. but cannot le. it saes got error with e code. dunno y. den cannot change e skin. =( haix... hahaha....

k la... signing off... bye bye... XD

2007-07-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

haha... finally... done doing my iac proj and the individual reflection. I find it kinda stupid. I dun really learn much from the module. Jus tok crap in the reflection. my grp members oso like going insane aredy. haha... stupid module! lol.

den now im waiting for my nxt lesson. kinda bored. so now blogging. hehehe..

ltr aft sch still need to e iac presentation. and thurs oso gonna haf e comt presentaion. den tml gonna have compro test. WRITTEN TEST!! i m so dead. cant do w/o e prog. XD

n today im getting rasmi's aka pisang mama's fren e bow. hehe.. i borrowing from her. is 28 pound. dunno i can take it urnt. hope so. hehe... scared use a while aredy den pain aredy. haha... die la... XD

hmmm... still got 20 more mins to go. haha... kk.. gonna tok crap with my fren on msn. XD

2007-07-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

haha... this post is gonna tok more abt archery. hehe..

todae is a tiring dae. went for archery training. hehehe... tired but learned a lot more abt archery. as in e form n all that. but im still not good yet in my form n releasing. hehe... hope to improve. but still not sure on certain tins yet. hafent got it rite yet. haha..

den... haha... i now like to use e finger sling (dunno how it spell). hehe... for those hu dunno wad im toking abt sry ah. hehehehe... at first i dun wanna use coz i find it troublesome. den pisang mama (rasmi) ask me use den let me use hers. den i find it better i tin. hehehe... ya... feel more relaxed. hehehe....

hehe... now im trying to save up money to buy a metal bow. tinking of buying it nxt yr. hehehe... and also my bike!!! haha... wanna get either a honda or kawa. hehe... yeah!! cant wait to get a bike! hehehe.... gonna b 18 this yr so i can get my licence soon. but still quite long ah. hehehe.... wanna find a job. earn money. but its quite hard. hope i can get one which can also fit in wif my sch hrs. but hard ah... hehehe.... but hope haf... hehehehhehee......

haix... one tin which is stressing me most now is my iac proj. i hate IS module. wonder y ppl even need this module. i find it rather stupid. n e lecturer is like ****. dun like e lecturer. so damn sarcastic n onli cares abt herself. damn pissed off with her e other day. grrrr.... heheheh....

haha... wanna get this IS module done n over with. damn stupid module! hahahahahha....

(Aim: get a bike n metal bow (hopefully nxt yr can get) hehehe.... ^^)

2007-07-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

haha... sorry ah if nvr update my blog often. sometimes too lazy wanna write ah. hehehe...

as usual today i was damn late for my lesson. yest was late for amp thenmarked as absent. if i had known i would skip tt lesson then go for e nxt lesson. hahaha...

den jus nowin my whole lesson i was like laughing all the way. haha... nvr concentrate on what the lecturer is toking abt. its amp ah. i always dun understand wth he mumbling abt even though he uses a microphone. he use oso useless. hahaha... then i was laughing all the way with camille n alvin ah toking abt someone. damn funny ah. hahaha... but kinda bad ah. hehe...

den compro jus now boring ah. almost fell asleep. hehehe... den aft compro went for my archery training. n then jus now got do running. haix... tot no need run today den..... haix..... damn tired ah.

den now.... hahaha... I HATE IS MODULE!!!!!!! lol. i hafen done my ppt slides yet. the new one ah. need to kinda make some changes to e slides n all. i hope no need to do anymore research. hehehe...

now damn bloody tired. n tml start at 8. n summore got test!!! shit!! i pon the lesson den e test... wa.... die liao... hahaha.... hope e test is not so hard. hehehehehehehehe........ ^_^

2007-07-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

halo!! hahaha... actually im suppose to be having lessons rite now. but i pon coz its amp!!! lol. hehe... amp. haix... no mood study amp. lectures for sure damn boring. n i wun understand wad the hell e lecturer is toking abt. so rather than stay thru his boring lecture might as well pon. haha... at least i will be able to fin up my comt proj. hehe.. e ppt presentation. hate presentations! hahaha...

i fin my proj aredy so now im jus listening to songs. aft blogging gonna go play game den meet yishan. hehehe...

im kinda bored rite now. hahaha... stupid lectures. if it were less boring i would be attending it rite now. haha... like maths. maths lectures are ok. well... at least not as boring as amp. hahaha...

haix..... sian....... go sch........ i dun mind sch if it doesnt start early. haha... but i tin i will still be late for my classes. coz well.... im always late for classes. dunno y. jus cant wake up early. always playing game till late. hahahahahaha.... im getting more addicted to e game. dunno. i jus wanna play tt game. i like. haha...

ummm... oh ya... yest was a bloody sway day. damn sian... hahaha... in e morning i woke up very early go sch coz i tot got prac. den den den den den....... in e end...... they sae prac cancel. grrrrrrrr....... wake up early for nth! could haf slept longer. =( waste my time. time is damn precious le. i can spend it playing my game instead of spending it in sch doing nth. hahaha...

haix... too bad lor... sway... den yest i pon thermofluid again. den yest oso e lecturer go n take attendance. first time. usually he doesnt take attendance. wonder y yest he suddenly take. haix... haha....

k la..... i go play some games. hehehe... smilesmile!! ^^

2007-07-08T14:23:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahaha............ yeah!!!!!!!!!! happy!!!!!!!!! coz im finally done wif tt stupid amp proj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehehehehehe............ finally!!!!!!!! hahaha.... aft writing this post gonna go play my game till nite time!!! hehehe........... kkkk... going bonkers... hahaha... kk... on to my post... hehe...

hmmm... actually... i dunno wad 2 write... hahaha... coz kinda forget wad happen on thurs.... hehe... oh ya!!!!!!!!! fri!!!!!!!! damn nice dae!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha............

fri i pon class again. coz i lazy wanna go sch. wen i woke up i was still damn sleepy. so..... haha... went back 2 sleep.. hehe.. den wen i woke up again i on e com n went online. i do abit of research on my amp proj (but still hafent started on it yet) haha...

e tin tt was nice on fri was tt i gonna go meet up wif my sec sch frens!!! haha... i met rathi, sharmine n ivy at tp. hehe.. we had lunch tgt. n im so jealous of tp!!! so nice!!!! y np nt nice?!?!?!?! hahaha.... den we tok tok tok tok tok laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh... hahahah.... long time nvr c sharmine n ivy aredy.. haha.. they r still e same. hehehe... n ivy... crazy monster. hahaha...

den we went to e tp lounge n there is pool there!!! i oso want!!! (nt e swimming pool ah... hehe..) haha... haix... y ah.... np gt nth. np is so the bloody pathetic. hahaha....

den aft sending sharmine off to her nxt class me rathi n ivy go dunno where la. i jus follow. hahaha... sth abt workshop ah. den on e way we met samir n his fren. hahaha... i find tt he look damn diff. but dunno wad. hahaha... den aft send ivy off me n rathi went to e lib. n they gt lifts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.... nw i feel like changing to tp. hahahahahahahaha............ n its so near my hse. hehehe... den i wanted to use my laptop but didnt get any internet connection. =( dunno y. haha... but our meetin was short coz i nd go meet yishan at tamp safra. nd go buy e bow casing 4 stacy n hui fang n yishan oso wanan buy sth. so i meet her there. hehe...

at tamp safra aft buying all e tin we go shoot awhile. haha... yishan shoot recurve i shoot compund. (e small 1 ah) hehehe... we shoot abt 1/2 an hr. den went off. haha... den saw a little girl learning hw 2 shoot. so cute! hahaha...
den aft tt i went to meet rulan n debbie at woodlands. haha... but so sad. rulan cannt join us. she nd to go off for her church tin. she had forgotten abt it. haha... so said bye to rulan den go eat dinner wif debbie. hehe...
we went to eat pizza hut. haha... nice! hehe.. den tok abt sch. den debbie tell me some riddles. funny ah. hehe.. aft eat dinner go guardian 4 a while buy sth den go back. coz is like 8+ aredy n my father start nagging n kept calling me telling me to go back aredy. haix... =(

den in e bus me n debbie realize tt we shld have taken photo at pizza hut!!! wasted... hahaha... but we tried taking pics in e bus with debbie laptop but it was damn shaky n blur. hahaha... tot wanted to post e pic. haix... 4gt ah.. hehe... wen debbie send me e blur pic mayb i post ah but is kinda blur. hahaha.... den i reach hm arnd 9. tired. haha... den gt nagged by my father again. haix... sian... haha...

den aft shower all i tried (really tried) to do my amp proj. but but but but but.... was super sleepy. haha... so i like tot of taking a nap a while den wake up do e proj. but but but but but... (hehe...so many but) wen i woke up i off my laptop n went back to sleep. hahahahahahahahahhahahaha........................................

den e nxt dae wake up early go training. it was raining damn heavy so we started training quite late. did warm up (100 jumping jacks. siao!!! haha..) n bow trainin first. bow trainin was tiring. my back hurts.... haha.. den aft tt had lunch den wen e weather was better we went to shoot. haha...

den aft fin trainin i went back hm. aft shower i went to try doing my amp proj again. haha... did abit. den... went on to play game. hahahahaha.... cant help it. too many daes w/o gaming aredy. haha.... but den played onli a while den continue my proj. hehe... i put e pics big big to take up space. hahaha... den 2dae woke up early jus to do fin up my proj. n finally im done!! haha... woohooo!!!! gonna play game!!!!!!!!!! till late!!!! n my father is surely gonna scold me for staying up late playing game. hahaha....

kkkkkkk...... nw wanna go eat my lunch a while den go play game. hahaha.... bye!! ^^

2007-07-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

the past few daes have been quite tiring. hahaha... on mon i had 2 wake up early coz gt prac. was damn sleepy e whole dae coz slept damn late e prev nite playing game. hehehe... den during my lesson i was already dozing off. den slept thruout my maths lecture. den pon my thermofluid class. haha... cant take it. damn sleepy. haha... slept went i reach hm. but b4 tt i went tamp safra to help hui fang buy e bow casing n guess wad, it was closed!!!!!! it saes closed on mondaes. didnt noe tt. =( waste my trip. hahaha...

den wen i wake up i played my game again till nite. but slept earlier den normal. hahaha... arnd 11+. kinda early. hehehe..... lucky e nxt dae gt no prac so no nd wake up so early. but i had archery training. n is gonna b pt. but i told yishan i going on thurs. n i really tot i gonna go on thurs. hehehe... in e end i still went 4 e trainin yest. hehe...

den yest my amp lecture was super super super boring. it almost bored me to death. haha... kinda extreme. hehe... i dun even understand wad e lecturer was toking abt. onli understand e topic during tutorial. dunno y. hahaha... den 4 e first time ever e lecturer was kinda serious in his teaching. coz gt someone evaluating him. haha... tt wad he sae. normally he doesnt care wad we did during his lecture but den yest he told us to nt play game n pay attention. haha... n also he tok more den he write more. n his microphone was so loud tt it had echo. hahaha... some students was aredy dozing off. including me. even though i was listening to my mp3. hehehe...

den aft all my lesson ended i went 4 trainin. haha... was debating whether to do it yest or thurs. but in e end still do it yest. n i was wearing jeans. hahaha... siao. hehe... e pt was damn tiring ah. we run den do pumping den run den do pumping again. den e 2nd time we did pumping had to hold on to e pumping position 4 quite some time. siao. hahaha... den did some mental training. i tot training our mental strength yet it was sth to do wif our breathing pattern. haha... didnt really notice my breathing pattern. was too bz fighting against e red ants n day dreaming. hahaha... den aft tt eat dinner at ngee ann alumni. den went back hm. hehe...

den todae i had lesson frm 8. damn early sia. haha... sian. hehehe... den lesson end at 4 den had to wait for 2hrs b4 my atc start. kinda tiring. go sch early den go back hm late. sian again. hahaha... everytin oso sian. hehehe... e atc 1st sae start at 5 den in e end change to 6. lucky e meeting didnt end so late. by 7 it ended aredy. it was kinda like a lecture ah. e person toking abt dunno e plane circuit pattern tin. hahaha... n i was dozing off at e back. den my fren sae my eyes were red. hehehe... tired n sleepy ah. wasnt able to stop myself frm dozing off. hehehe...

den nw im trying to do my IS n amp proj. haha... my amp proj hafent start writing anytin yet. n for e 1st time ever i nvr play my game yest n todae. hahaha.... have to start being serious in doing my proj. aft fin all my proj den can enjoy life once again. hehehe.... play game till late at nite. =)

hehehe... k nw have to go back do my amp n IS proj. tired. sleepy. cant help it. but but but but..... have to do my wrk!!!! hahaha... k im starting to tok nonsence. trying to enjoy life while i can coz well life's short. hehehe.... ^_^

2007-06-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

halo!!!! hahaha.... sry if i nvr update my blog often. hehehe... coz im either bz wif my sch wrk or too engrossed playing my game. (well... most of e time is coz i was playing my game) hahaha... :p

ever since e sch hols started n even though sch haf started, i m still slacking in my studies. hahaha.... most of e time at hm i play my game. nvr revise or do any of my hmwk if there is any. hahaha... i dunno... haha...

den on fri i pon class again. but is nt on purpose. is coz i woke up late. hahaha... at 1st i woke up at 6+ den i was still very sleepy coz i slept at 2am playing game. hahaha... den i tot of waking up abit ltr den come sch abit late. so i alarm my phone 15 mins ltr. but it didnt ring. i guess i didnt set e alarm properly. hahaha... by e time i woke up is aredy 9am so might as well pon class. even if i went 4 e nxt lesson i will reach sch arnd 11 n my lesson ends at 12. waste my time onli. so might as well stay at hm. hahaha...

den wen at hm i onli played my game e whole dae. hahaha... till arnd 1am+. den went 2 sleep. hehehe... i tin im getting addicted to my game. i try nt to get too addicted to it. hahaha... nd 2 start focusing on my studies. hehe... n e nxt dae oso nd 2 wake up early 4 training. haix... sian.... everydae nd wake up early. hahaha...

den todae i went 4 archery trainin at e new zhenghua range. met up wif ain aishah n bdk. n for e 1st time ever i was nt e 1 late to meet them todae. hahaha... i was on time. but we were still late for e trainin. all bdk fault. hehehe...

todae train until arnd 2.30 den i went off coz i had planned to my frens at 4. hahaha... n aishah is so good to help me bring back home e sch bow. if nt i haf 2 carry it wen i go n meet my frens. hehehe... thnx aishah!! hehehe...

and finally!!!! im meeting my sec sch frens todae!!! hahaha... they r my closest frens. but some had last min tin so didnt manage to turn up. =(( hope e whole gang can make it another dae. hehehe... waiting 4 tt dae 2 come! hahaha...

i met up wif rathi 1st. den ltr rulan come n meet us. while waiting 4 rulan we went jln2 4 a while. n oso went 2 eat ice cream at swensen. hahaha... den todae e mall was super pack tt it was hard 2 move arnd. hahaha...well.. it is a wkend so of coz la gt a lot of ppl. hehehe....

den jus nw we tok n tok n tok n tok n tok n tok n so on. hahaha... tok abt life ah n e funny tins we encounter. hehehe... had lots of gd laughs todae. hehehe... even though e meeting wad onli e 3 of us n it wad kinda short it was still fun!! hahaha... its been a long time since we met up n had lots 2 tok abt. hehehe... yeah!!! it was great!! hehehe...
we hope 2 meet up again soon n maybe wif the whole class nxt time. hahaha.... an ex-class outing. hahaha... sure will b fun. hehehe...

ok. done. hahaha... wanna go sleep aredy. tired. sleepy. hahaha... sure will wake up damn late tml. hehehe... ^_^ nitez!!!

2007-06-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

2dae my day i find it fun. hehe... 2dae was e 1st time i ever skipped lesson. coz i was kinda lazy 2 go 4 tt lesson so i skipped it. hehehe... it was fun skipping lessons. shld try it again another dae. but nt too often if nt i will get debar frm taking e exam. haha... hope tt doesnt happen. hehe..

at 1st i was having amp lesson. den halfway during break i cant take it anymore wif e stupid lecture tt i dun even understand. haha... so i go out n meet my fren stacy. hehehe... den i tot wanted 2 go back 4 my nxt lesson which is compro. but den i was nt in e mood 2 study anytin anymore 4 2dae. so i decided 2 skip e compro lesson oso. hahaha... i went back 2 take my bag den go off 2 meet stacy again. haha... den we waited 4 yishan n den go haf out lunch b4 going 4 archery trainin. hehe...

n 2dae i finally watch e saw 3 show!! hahaha... i dun really understand e story but i like e bloody scenes. it was nice 2 watch. haha... n my fren stacy was like keep saying tt i am a sadist. hehehe... coz i like bloody violence. hehe... but i didnt manage 2 watch e whole show coz we nd 2 go 4 our trainin. hehe...

den trainin is e same old tin but this time we had 2 do pumping. kinda tiring. i hate pumpin. haha... wonder hu likes it. i dun tin anyone likes 2 do pumping. haha... den aft doing warm up all we start 2 shoot lor. hehehe...

n nw im back in my hm sweet hm (^_^) trying 2 do my compro wrk since i missed e lesson jus nw. hehehe...

k tts all... hehehe... =)))))))))))))

2007-06-24T17:40:00.001+08:00

its e last dae of sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e hols r gonna b over!!!!!!!!! its sooo fast!!!!! hahaha...
im still in e hol mood. nt prepared 4 wen sch starts again. hehehe... hols r jus like tt. they end so fast. esp wen we r enjoying it. dun u agree?? hahaha...

well wen sch starts i have 2 b more serious. i dun really like tt. hahaha... n oso 4 my amp proj i still hafent started on it yet. wonder if my classmates haf aredy started on it. hahaha... well... i dunno. hahaha...

4 e past 2 wks of hols i did enjoy myself. had sometime 2 tin abt some tins. hehehe... it was fun!! haha... esp if its aft e common test. hehehe...

but e saddest tin is tt i didnt manage 2 go out wif my old frens. we didnt manage to find time 4 it. we r all either bz wif camps or jus nt free. its kinda sad. i miss them so much!!! hahaha...

but my closest frens n i r planning 2 meet nxt sat. i hope everyone can make it!! hehehe... n im really really looking forward 2 it. hehehe... really. i miss them so much!!! hahaha...

n im looking forward 2 e nxt meeting wif my other frens as well. hahaha... e ppl i used 2 wrk wif at LJS. they r a bunch of crazy ppl. i go crazy wen im wif them. hahaha... really. i will b my crazy self wen im wif them. always laughing n joking arnd. hahaha... a bunch of crazy ppl. hehehe... they r damn fun!! hahaha...

well.... tts all 4 todae folks!! hehehe... i hope i haf time 2 write wen sch starts. hehehe...
smiling always!!!!!! ^^

2007-06-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

sorry if u dun understand wad im writing. hehehe... :p

well... i shall start...
i dunno why but i feel so lost. really lost. i dunno wad i want. i cant make decisions. im so indecisive. i dunno why. i dunno anytin. really. i dunno. 4 every decision i make i haf 2 tin very carefully. but i am jus scared tt i will make e wrong choice. i dunno. i really dunno. i dun like makin decisions. i noe nt everyone likes to make decisions. its just so tough. i cant decide. 4 my course n 4 my cca. i haf a feeling to change to another course. but i like aerospace. but is kinda so depressing staying there. i dunno. im kinda alone wen im in tt course. n e modules r hard 4 me to understand. i tot of changing courses but if i do tt my family wun be happy wif me. they will keep nagging at me. n obviously scold me. my parents aredy kinda lost trust in me coz of sth happen n oso they r nt happy tt i appealed 4 aerospace instead of jus taking e course tt i gotten in e 1st place, which is biomedical science. but i have grown interest in aerospace. n yet my bro tot tt i wun make it. i tot i will. but nw im nt sure. im nt sure abt anytin. i really dunno. i m really interested in aerospace. really. but i dunno. i kinda feel depressed there. n even if i change wad abt e sch fees?? n will i have 2 stay 4 another yr in poly?? im paying 4 my own sch fees n i onli have jus enuf 2 last me 4 3yrs. i dun mind wrkng but my parents wun allow me 2 wrk while schoolin. hw?? wad can i do?? i dunno. n den abt archery my sis aredy scolded me abt if i wanna buy a bow. coz i have no more money. n if i wanna get e money frm my parents its a lot n nt little. n my sis scolded me saying tt i shld use my own money. coz she is afraid tt aft i buy all e necessary tins i would nt b able 2 commit myself for a long time. n so it would b a waste of my parents money. so nw i dunno. i was confident tt i could last thru 3yrs in poly n prove my bro wrong. but nw im nt sure. really nt sure. i dunno. im hoping tt tins would get better n i would noe which path i wanna take.

well... now im hoping 4 e best. hehehe.. =))))))))))))))) staying happy always. ^_^

2007-06-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

2dae was quite a tiring dae. went 4 archery trainin frm morning. hehehe... it was quite fun. i like 2 shoot. hehehe... fun!!!! but e nt so fun part is e blazing sun. it barbecued me!!!! =((( i bcame very dark. =(((( n there are 3 lines on my left hand.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((( it lks kinda funny. hahaha... even my sis sae im so dark. lol. i tin everyone is gonna get barbecued. hehehe...

aft i reach hm n shower i tot of trying 2 play my game again 2dae. but it still cant wrk. =((( disappointing. =(((((((((((( i wanna play my game!!!! hahaha...

my mood 2dae was fine but wen i start tinking abt wen sch reopen is kinda depressing. hahaha... nvr do my wrk n my proj is like hafent even started doin yet. n is gonna due soon. haha... die liao like this. hahaha...

ummm... well... tts all 4 2dae. hehehe... i dun really noe wad 2 write. hahaha...

signing off =))))))))

hmmm... feeling kinda down...

2007-06-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

today my day start off fine. well... until my parents came back home at least. i was happily playing my game until it gt stuck. some probs crop up n i cant play my game anymore. i hope i can continue 2 play it tonite or tml. hehe.. den i was jus chatting wif my frens in msn n my parents start bombarding me wif qns (same old qns) abt sch n so on. it was kinda irritating. den it comes to my messiness. my mother start nagging at me n end up scolding me for being so messy. wad can i do. but i feel really hurt at e comments they made. ever since i started poly i cant seem to communicate wif my family. they dun seem 2 understand wad im goin thru. i dun even noe if i had made e correct choice of course in poly. i dunno. really dunno. i feel kinda lost n down. i dunno wad i shld do. e tot of changing course made its way in my mind somehow. i wonder hw long i will last till i breakdown n cant take it anymore. my family probs r getting frm bad to worse. really. i DUNNO wad to do. i jus wanna b happy. i dun wanna have probs. i will feel stressed up. i dun like tt. i have beem running away frm my probs. im trying hard nt 2 tin abt it. n my sch wrk. haha... i have nt even done a single sch wrk since e hols started. im slacking. well... im dead wen sch reopens. hahaha... die!! haha... =)))))

-finally create a blog- =)

2007-06-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

well.. i finally create my own blog. hehe... but i dun tin i will write much. im jus trying this out 4 fun. hehe.. =)
i dun really noe how 2 even use e blog yet.. as in how 2 edit some tins. hehe... im tryin to get used 2 it. hehe...
feel free to comment!!! hehehe...
=)))))))))