halo!!!! hahaha.... sry if i nvr update my blog often. hehehe... coz im either bz wif my sch wrk or too engrossed playing my game. (well... most of e time is coz i was playing my game) hahaha... :p

ever since e sch hols started n even though sch haf started, i m still slacking in my studies. hahaha.... most of e time at hm i play my game. nvr revise or do any of my hmwk if there is any. hahaha... i dunno... haha...

den on fri i pon class again. but is nt on purpose. is coz i woke up late. hahaha... at 1st i woke up at 6+ den i was still very sleepy coz i slept at 2am playing game. hahaha... den i tot of waking up abit ltr den come sch abit late. so i alarm my phone 15 mins ltr. but it didnt ring. i guess i didnt set e alarm properly. hahaha... by e time i woke up is aredy 9am so might as well pon class. even if i went 4 e nxt lesson i will reach sch arnd 11 n my lesson ends at 12. waste my time onli. so might as well stay at hm. hahaha...

den wen at hm i onli played my game e whole dae. hahaha... till arnd 1am+. den went 2 sleep. hehehe... i tin im getting addicted to my game. i try nt to get too addicted to it. hahaha... nd 2 start focusing on my studies. hehe... n e nxt dae oso nd 2 wake up early 4 training. haix... sian.... everydae nd wake up early. hahaha...

den todae i went 4 archery trainin at e new zhenghua range. met up wif ain aishah n bdk. n for e 1st time ever i was nt e 1 late to meet them todae. hahaha... i was on time. but we were still late for e trainin. all bdk fault. hehehe...

todae train until arnd 2.30 den i went off coz i had planned to my frens at 4. hahaha... n aishah is so good to help me bring back home e sch bow. if nt i haf 2 carry it wen i go n meet my frens. hehehe... thnx aishah!! hehehe...

and finally!!!! im meeting my sec sch frens todae!!! hahaha... they r my closest frens. but some had last min tin so didnt manage to turn up. =(( hope e whole gang can make it another dae. hehehe... waiting 4 tt dae 2 come! hahaha...

i met up wif rathi 1st. den ltr rulan come n meet us. while waiting 4 rulan we went jln2 4 a while. n oso went 2 eat ice cream at swensen. hahaha... den todae e mall was super pack tt it was hard 2 move arnd. hahaha...well.. it is a wkend so of coz la gt a lot of ppl. hehehe....

den jus nw we tok n tok n tok n tok n tok n tok n so on. hahaha... tok abt life ah n e funny tins we encounter. hehehe... had lots of gd laughs todae. hehehe... even though e meeting wad onli e 3 of us n it wad kinda short it was still fun!! hahaha... its been a long time since we met up n had lots 2 tok abt. hehehe... yeah!!! it was great!! hehehe...
we hope 2 meet up again soon n maybe wif the whole class nxt time. hahaha.... an ex-class outing. hahaha... sure will b fun. hehehe...

ok. done. hahaha... wanna go sleep aredy. tired. sleepy. hahaha... sure will wake up damn late tml. hehehe... ^_^ nitez!!!

2dae my day i find it fun. hehe... 2dae was e 1st time i ever skipped lesson. coz i was kinda lazy 2 go 4 tt lesson so i skipped it. hehehe... it was fun skipping lessons. shld try it again another dae. but nt too often if nt i will get debar frm taking e exam. haha... hope tt doesnt happen. hehe..

at 1st i was having amp lesson. den halfway during break i cant take it anymore wif e stupid lecture tt i dun even understand. haha... so i go out n meet my fren stacy. hehehe... den i tot wanted 2 go back 4 my nxt lesson which is compro. but den i was nt in e mood 2 study anytin anymore 4 2dae. so i decided 2 skip e compro lesson oso. hahaha... i went back 2 take my bag den go off 2 meet stacy again. haha... den we waited 4 yishan n den go haf out lunch b4 going 4 archery trainin. hehe...

n 2dae i finally watch e saw 3 show!! hahaha... i dun really understand e story but i like e bloody scenes. it was nice 2 watch. haha... n my fren stacy was like keep saying tt i am a sadist. hehehe... coz i like bloody violence. hehe... but i didnt manage 2 watch e whole show coz we nd 2 go 4 our trainin. hehe...

den trainin is e same old tin but this time we had 2 do pumping. kinda tiring. i hate pumpin. haha... wonder hu likes it. i dun tin anyone likes 2 do pumping. haha... den aft doing warm up all we start 2 shoot lor. hehehe...

n nw im back in my hm sweet hm (^_^) trying 2 do my compro wrk since i missed e lesson jus nw. hehehe...

k tts all... hehehe... =)))))))))))))

its e last dae of sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e hols r gonna b over!!!!!!!!! its sooo fast!!!!! hahaha...
im still in e hol mood. nt prepared 4 wen sch starts again. hehehe... hols r jus like tt. they end so fast. esp wen we r enjoying it. dun u agree?? hahaha...

well wen sch starts i have 2 b more serious. i dun really like tt. hahaha... n oso 4 my amp proj i still hafent started on it yet. wonder if my classmates haf aredy started on it. hahaha... well... i dunno. hahaha...

4 e past 2 wks of hols i did enjoy myself. had sometime 2 tin abt some tins. hehehe... it was fun!! haha... esp if its aft e common test. hehehe...

but e saddest tin is tt i didnt manage 2 go out wif my old frens. we didnt manage to find time 4 it. we r all either bz wif camps or jus nt free. its kinda sad. i miss them so much!!! hahaha...

but my closest frens n i r planning 2 meet nxt sat. i hope everyone can make it!! hehehe... n im really really looking forward 2 it. hehehe... really. i miss them so much!!! hahaha...

n im looking forward 2 e nxt meeting wif my other frens as well. hahaha... e ppl i used 2 wrk wif at LJS. they r a bunch of crazy ppl. i go crazy wen im wif them. hahaha... really. i will b my crazy self wen im wif them. always laughing n joking arnd. hahaha... a bunch of crazy ppl. hehehe... they r damn fun!! hahaha...

well.... tts all 4 todae folks!! hehehe... i hope i haf time 2 write wen sch starts. hehehe...
smiling always!!!!!! ^^

sorry if u dun understand wad im writing. hehehe... :p

well... i shall start...
i dunno why but i feel so lost. really lost. i dunno wad i want. i cant make decisions. im so indecisive. i dunno why. i dunno anytin. really. i dunno. 4 every decision i make i haf 2 tin very carefully. but i am jus scared tt i will make e wrong choice. i dunno. i really dunno. i dun like makin decisions. i noe nt everyone likes to make decisions. its just so tough. i cant decide. 4 my course n 4 my cca. i haf a feeling to change to another course. but i like aerospace. but is kinda so depressing staying there. i dunno. im kinda alone wen im in tt course. n e modules r hard 4 me to understand. i tot of changing courses but if i do tt my family wun be happy wif me. they will keep nagging at me. n obviously scold me. my parents aredy kinda lost trust in me coz of sth happen n oso they r nt happy tt i appealed 4 aerospace instead of jus taking e course tt i gotten in e 1st place, which is biomedical science. but i have grown interest in aerospace. n yet my bro tot tt i wun make it. i tot i will. but nw im nt sure. im nt sure abt anytin. i really dunno. i m really interested in aerospace. really. but i dunno. i kinda feel depressed there. n even if i change wad abt e sch fees?? n will i have 2 stay 4 another yr in poly?? im paying 4 my own sch fees n i onli have jus enuf 2 last me 4 3yrs. i dun mind wrkng but my parents wun allow me 2 wrk while schoolin. hw?? wad can i do?? i dunno. n den abt archery my sis aredy scolded me abt if i wanna buy a bow. coz i have no more money. n if i wanna get e money frm my parents its a lot n nt little. n my sis scolded me saying tt i shld use my own money. coz she is afraid tt aft i buy all e necessary tins i would nt b able 2 commit myself for a long time. n so it would b a waste of my parents money. so nw i dunno. i was confident tt i could last thru 3yrs in poly n prove my bro wrong. but nw im nt sure. really nt sure. i dunno. im hoping tt tins would get better n i would noe which path i wanna take.

well... now im hoping 4 e best. hehehe.. =))))))))))))))) staying happy always. ^_^

2dae was quite a tiring dae. went 4 archery trainin frm morning. hehehe... it was quite fun. i like 2 shoot. hehehe... fun!!!! but e nt so fun part is e blazing sun. it barbecued me!!!! =((( i bcame very dark. =(((( n there are 3 lines on my left hand.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((( it lks kinda funny. hahaha... even my sis sae im so dark. lol. i tin everyone is gonna get barbecued. hehehe...

aft i reach hm n shower i tot of trying 2 play my game again 2dae. but it still cant wrk. =((( disappointing. =(((((((((((( i wanna play my game!!!! hahaha...

my mood 2dae was fine but wen i start tinking abt wen sch reopen is kinda depressing. hahaha... nvr do my wrk n my proj is like hafent even started doin yet. n is gonna due soon. haha... die liao like this. hahaha...

ummm... well... tts all 4 2dae. hehehe... i dun really noe wad 2 write. hahaha...

signing off =))))))))

hmmm... feeling kinda down...

today my day start off fine. well... until my parents came back home at least. i was happily playing my game until it gt stuck. some probs crop up n i cant play my game anymore. i hope i can continue 2 play it tonite or tml. hehe.. den i was jus chatting wif my frens in msn n my parents start bombarding me wif qns (same old qns) abt sch n so on. it was kinda irritating. den it comes to my messiness. my mother start nagging at me n end up scolding me for being so messy. wad can i do. but i feel really hurt at e comments they made. ever since i started poly i cant seem to communicate wif my family. they dun seem 2 understand wad im goin thru. i dun even noe if i had made e correct choice of course in poly. i dunno. really dunno. i feel kinda lost n down. i dunno wad i shld do. e tot of changing course made its way in my mind somehow. i wonder hw long i will last till i breakdown n cant take it anymore. my family probs r getting frm bad to worse. really. i DUNNO wad to do. i jus wanna b happy. i dun wanna have probs. i will feel stressed up. i dun like tt. i have beem running away frm my probs. im trying hard nt 2 tin abt it. n my sch wrk. haha... i have nt even done a single sch wrk since e hols started. im slacking. well... im dead wen sch reopens. hahaha... die!! haha... =)))))

-finally create a blog- =)

well.. i finally create my own blog. hehe... but i dun tin i will write much. im jus trying this out 4 fun. hehe.. =)
i dun really noe how 2 even use e blog yet.. as in how 2 edit some tins. hehe... im tryin to get used 2 it. hehe...
feel free to comment!!! hehehe...
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